Matt Wiltshire

How Long, O Lord?


We went on a family trip to Ireland when I was a child, I don’t remember a lot, but I remember the weather getting progressively worse, the boat listing from side to side and crockery smashing - pretty entertaining for a kid! But my main memory is that my parents seemed concerned, which suggested to me that this might be more serious than I realised. The idea that they knew this was something they had no control over, and that they might not be able to protect me from, was the scariest part.

That was the first time I had seen that fallibility in my parents. Now I’m a parent, I realise more and more that there are a lot of things I have simply no control over and I can’t protect our daughter from.

In Chapter 8 of Matthew's Gospel, the disciples were out in a boat with Jesus when a storm arose, and they woke a sleeping Jesus saying “Lord, save us!” Jesus’ response was to ask them “Why are you so afraid?”  he then got up and calmed the storm. They were never in danger, the creator and sustainer of the universe was there with them and was always in control.

The song below, written with this event in mind and the using the words of Psalm 13, cries out to God for help in a situation when it feels like he’s not there; “How long will you hide your face from me?” and when doubt creeps in; “How long must I wrestle with my thoughts?”. Yet in the song, as in the Psalm, we have words to remind ourselves what to do “I will trust in your unfailing love”.

Even when it feels like everything is falling apart and the waves are crashing over us, God graciously gives us words like this psalm to sing. God is still in control, his love is unfailing and we can rejoice in his salvation.

Great is thy faithfulness


Those who are regular attendees at Christ Church Walkley weekly services may have noticed we sang a couple of different verses to the hymn Great is Thy Faithfulness a few weeks ago, including this one:

I have no merit to woo or delight Thee,

I have no wisdom or pow’rs to employ;

Yet in thy mercy, how pleasing thou find’st me,

This is Thy pleasure: that Thou art my joy.

The additional verses were penned by John Piper, who sums up his teaching with the phrase “God is most glorified in us, when we are most satisfied in him”, this is an idea that he pieces together from many places throughout the bible and an idea that shines through this song. You can read more about the extra verses here.

The song is an affirmation of God’s faithfulness throughout every situation and reminds us that the most important thing we have to cling onto is our salvation, which only comes by grace, an undeserved gift.

His Mercy is More


Every week at Christ Church Walkley we say prayers together which are based on passages taken straight from the Bible. One of the prayers of confession we regularly use is the one below, based on Psalm 51 written by King David after he sinned grievously (you can read about it in chapters 11 & 12 of 2 Samuel). We use some of his words of repentance and this is what we pray:

Lord God, we have sinned against you; 

we have done evil in your sight. 

We are sorry and repent. 

Have mercy on us according to your love. 

Wash away our wrongdoing and cleanse us from our sin. 

Renew a right spirit within us and restore us to the joy of your salvation; 

through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

The last couple of weeks we’ve followed the prayer of confession with a song called “His Mercy is More” by Matt Papa and Matt Boswell. We may sometimes come to a church feeling rotten, and a pretty massive sinner yet again, but the confession and this song remind us that though our sins are many, our confidence is that God’s mercy on us is far, far greater!

You can listen to the song and read the lyrics here

He will quiet you... with loud singing!

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Any other reason to sing? God Sings!

A good friend of mine encouraged me to choose a few Christian songs to regularly sing with our daughter Delilah at bedtime. Initially I thought, “oh great, I'll add it to the ‘how to be the perfect parent’ task list which already tallies around 100 things to ‘spend-a-quarter-of-an-hour-with-your-child-doing’ between getting home from work and bedtime.” However, I was persuaded to try it and did give it a go.

It doesn’t happen every night, and it doesn’t always go to plan (i.e. she’s wide awake tonight, well after we've finished singing several songs!) but sometimes, just sometimes, she falls asleep and I finish singing over her and then quietly leave her to snooze away.

Zephaniah, one of the Old Testament Prophets, prophesied about the destruction of the city of Jerusalem and then its full future restoration not just for the people of Israel, but for all nations. He wrote these words about a day when God will bring all people who trust in him into a new city safe from harm:

Sing aloud, O daughter of Zion; shout O Israel!...
...The Lord your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing.
— Zephaniah 3:14-17

Our God sings to us! He rejoices over us, His children. He demonstrates His love with loud singing. I think it's an incredible audio-visual image, and if ever there was a reason to sing, surely this is it: our God sings!

This is an idea I think Will Reagan and United Pursuit capture really well in their song ‘I Can Tell’;

You’ll be singing that sweet, sweet melody and I’m listening 
to You singing out life, love and peace

Christmas Music Gift Ideas

Here are 3 albums to request for yourself, to gift someone else (or preferably both) this Christmas:

Behold (A Christmas Collection) -  Lauren Daigle

If you could imagine Adele accompanied by Louis Armstrong covering Christmas classics, you’d be somewhere close to the experience of listening to Lauren Daigle’s ‘Behold’ album. It starts with standards like ‘Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas’, ‘Winter Wonderland’ and ‘Jingle Bells’ and with a jazz tinge it goes in directions you wouldn’t expect. There are Christmas carols throughout such as ‘Silent Night’ and ‘O Come All Ye Faithful’, but the highlight of the album is surprisingly the most stripped back of them all, it’s an original called ‘Light of the World’

Glory to the light of the world,
for all who wait, for all who hunger,
for all who’ve prayed, for all who wonder,
Behold your King, Behold Messiah
Emmanuel, Emmanuel

This is an album you could buy for anyone you know or have playing when you have friends and family round this Christmas. It’s fun, it’s nostalgic, but at it’s heart it celebrates God’s plan for us in Jesus, which is the reason for the season, right?

Good News - Rend Collective

As the title suggests, this album is about the ‘Good News’ or ‘Gospel’ presented in a folk-roots style. The tone of the album is joy and hope in Jesus. 

Like all the Rend Collective albums it’s low-fi, not in terms of quality (which is excellent) but in everything they do they manage to keep their close-knit, campfire sound - as if you are right in there with the band. Expect lots of banjo, fiddle, singing, stomping, shouting and general raucous joy. 

I think the song “Resurrection Day” epitomises the album, the joy of salvation today, and the sure hope of the life to come in Jesus. 

Because You’re risen I can rise, 
Because You’re living I’m alive...
This is my resurrection day, 
nothing’s gonna hold me in the grave

Songs Of Common Prayer - Greg Lafollette

Lord open our lips, 
and our mouths shall sing your praise

These are the first words sung on the album, lifted from Psalm 51 and used in Anglican Liturgy as an invitation to worship. This sets the theme for this album of ten songs based on the Book of Common Prayer (clue in the title again). These are simple, short songs with interesting melodies and harmonies; it has an acoustic feel but there are synths and electric organ on this record as well.

This album certainly was a grower for me and was my wildcard choice for this recommendation. Whatever your opinion on liturgy, for me, this setting helped me see the words anew and gave me a new love for the great Bible based summaries of the gospel. I hope it will for you too, and maybe you could think of someone who might appreciate this as well.

Songs for real people in real situations

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A few weeks ago I met a guy called Sol Fenne, and apart from having an incredible name, Sol is a real inspiration. He works for an organisation called 20schemes which is a gospel church planting organisation reaching the poorest communities on council estates (or schemes) in Scotland.

I met Sol at the Sovereign Grace conference I blogged about a couple of weeks ago. Sol is a songwriter and has written songs/hymns for the 20schemes churches to sing. He has written them with specific people in various life situations in mind. He performed a couple of these songs at the conference with his wife Carlie and Devon Kauflin.

Recently I have been doing some distance learning Bible study and trying to think about this very issue: how we use music in our church. In the apostle Paul’s letter to the christians in Ephesus he says he wants them to be “speaking to one another with psalms, hymns, and songs from the Spirit” and what better way to do that than with songs founded in scripture with real life situations woven in.

‘Revelation Hymn’ is written from the book of Revelation in the Bible. The song is focussed on the final day, when Jesus will judge all people, and “some will shout with joy, some will fall in fear.” The challenge in the final verse of the song is which one these will you be; “time is running out, are we safe in Christ to stand before the throne?”

‘Flee From Sin/Run To Jesus’ is written to reassure us that though trusting Jesus is a daily war, we have victory when we flee from sin and run to Jesus: “when I fear my addictions won’t be overcome, there is hope through Christ’s resurrection day”

Songs written for real people in real situations, trying to trust Jesus despite the daily doubts and difficulties. Different people, yes, different situations, yes, but all of us brothers and sisters in Jesus. “God provides all the help I need to persevere, Praise His name! That my life is found in Him!”

For it is good to sing praises to our God

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Why worship with singing? Worship isn't just singing, but it is part of it.

When I’m singing worship in my church...

I heard someone say this on a podcast recentlywhat do you think when you hear a phrase like that? Do you think “I’m not sure that’s right, 'worship' is a whole life attitude not just something we do on a Sunday?”

Or do you think, “Well 'worship' is singing, right?"

Or do you think something else entirely? Well the apostle Paul wrote a letter in the first century AD to instruct the church in Rome to 

...present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship.
— Romans 12:1-2

Worship is to be a sacrifice of our whole bodies, our whole lives, and we need to consider all the things we do as acts of worship. That has big implications for how we worship God; in our jobs, with our families, through our illnesses, in rest and celebration. So praising God in church is worship, just as honouring God at work is, or thanking God at mealtimes.

So some might think, “great, I’ll tick the ‘worshiping God at home and work’ box and I won’t have to do the ‘singing worship’ part.” A trip to any church on a Sunday would provide loud vocal evidence to suggest this isn’t a biblical conclusion! In the Bible we see time and time again that part of what we present to God in worship should be singing, Psalm 147:1 puts it like this: 

Praise the Lord! 
For it is good to sing praises to our God

I actually enjoy singing. Perhaps it’s the frequencies, resonance, interesting song melodies and words, I couldn't pinpoint it; I have just always found playing guitar and singing to be cathartic.

However, I know that’s not true for all of us, singing is definitely a sacrifice for some people. Whether that’s because society imposes a certain view of singing being acceptable (especially for men) or whether it’s because you’re not good at it you don’t enjoy it, it is part of our spiritual worship, presenting sacrifices to God.

Something that I learnt from a talk by Bob Kauflin on worship is that the Bible has over four hundred references to singing and fifty direct commands to sing: you can’t get away from it! If someone asked you 400 times to do something, you'd maybe get the hint that it was important to them.

So I hope you’ll join me in ‘singing worship to God this Sunday’, even if you don’t necessarily want to, knowing that living lives of worship means sacrifice, and for some of us, part of that sacrifice includes singing on Sunday. 

On the theme of sacrifice, this is a song by Dustin Kensrue based on the famous ‘Suffering Servant’ passage in the book of Isaiah: 

Though all of us have gone astray…
His punishment has brought us peace…
He died to save His people from their sin

You can listen to or read that full Bob Kauflin talk here.

Sovereign Grace Conference

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Matt Wiltshire recently went to a music conference in Bristol and tells us about it here:

Sovereign Grace is a large organisation of churches in the US who produce a lot of good quality Christian music and some great resources for church music leaders. We have been using their songs and resources at CCW for years, so when I heard they were putting on a worship conference in the UK I thought it would be worth a trip to Bristol to see what we could learn from them.

The day I attended was pretty full on (9am-9pm!) It covered a lot of topics such as planning services, arranging music and the centrality of God’s word, and we spent plenty of time of singing and praising God together. It was massively encouraging: the musicianship was excellent and the band lead us well so that the priority of God’s words was really obvious when we were singing together.

There were several parts of the day that were particularly encouraging and I’ll blog about them in future, but one of the highlights was a talk by a pastor of a Sovereign Grace church in Minneapolis. He drew our attention to some words from the Bible from the first letter of Peter to Christians in Asia Minor (modern day Turkey):

You yourselves like living stones are being built up as a spiritual house, to be a holy priesthood, to offer spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ.
— 1 Peter 2v5

It’s a bit of a weird one, telling us we are like living stones, especially strange when I was in a room full of people with whom, apart from the music leader connection, I had very little else in common. Some were a lot older, from other countries, speaking different languages, representing various religious denominations and all sorts of different professions and careers. But that was kind of the point, we were a bunch of odd, funny shaped stones, that on the face of it didn’t fit together, but when we came together before God’s word, to sing, pray and worship our creator God, we were being built into God’s house in order to “proclaim the excellencies of Him who called you” as Peter put in his letter just a few verses later.

A house can’t be built with just one stone and we cant come to God and just be on our own. In a wall, each stone depends on the others to hold it up, and in God’s house, each stone is hewn and shaped with intention to look its best when it is placed alongside and connected with others. What’s more, Peter tells us that Christ is the cornerstone, not just part of this building - he sets the dimensions, shape and layout of the whole thing! So we are not just a pile of stones, we are sculpted stones built together into something that is much greater than it’s constituent parts.

It means that sometimes, when we feel like we have very little in common with others in our church - different professions, personalities (and musical preferences!) - we shouldn’t be surprised. The reality is we are all odd shaped stones. But we are living stones, being built into a spiritual house, God's house, where He dwells and where we have one joy to proclaim the excellencies of our God. How incredible is it, that as we meet in worship this Sunday, together we are a hand-crafted, architectural masterpiece, a stunning edifice being built for God’s glory!

The full CV...

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On the blog we’re starting a new series called ‘Music Mondays’ which will feature a post written by one of our musicians, or relating to our music or worship. Below is the first, written by Matt Wiltshire:

Why do we worship? God reveals himself, so we respond.

Have you ever met your idol? I'm not talking about someone or something you hold in higher esteem than God (though if that is what sprang to mind then there are some previous blog posts on the 10 Commandments that you should read!) but have you ever met someone you truly admire? How did the conversation go?

When I was a teenager I remember unexpectedly meeting Steve. He introduced himself and then mentioned he was in The Stands, one of my favourite bands at the time. I was awestruck, and after I pulled myself together I started to tell him how much I loved his album, especially one particular song. Thankfully he graciously humoured me.

Steve had revealed a part of who he was, something I was in awe of, and I responded, maybe a little over the top. I'm sure you can think of similar experiences, though I imagine you probably composed yourself better than me!

When it comes to meeting God, there is a legitimate sense of awe, and the revelation and response go much further. One of the places we see this is when Moses experiences the glory of God recounted in Exodus 34:6-8:

The Lord passed before him and proclaimed “The Lord, The Lord, a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness...” And Moses quickly bowed his head towards the earth and worshiped

God stated who He is and Moses worshipped. Moses knew who to worship as he had just been given a mini CV, a LinkedIn profile: God the merciful, gracious, patient, loving, faithful and just. We have a much more complete CV to draw on in our worship, as in the Bible we have the full revelation of God in Jesus. 

We can learn from Moses; when God reveals himself, our response should be worship. This song by Manchester band Rivers and Robots encourages us, just as Moses did, to bow our heads to the earth before God and worship;

To Your name alone belongs all the glory... 

and in Your presence we will fall down

Shout for joy to the Lord!


I didn’t see it in the news, I think it was because it was the same day as the Royal Wedding and the FA cup final, but here in Sheffield last weekend, the real story played out on the football pitch between 11 men of Christ Church Walkley and what seemed like an army from Christ Church Central. Over 90 minutes on Saturday morning, it felt like I used my legs and lungs more than I had done the entire year beforehand (and my body has told me so this week!)

A football game, like a lot of sports, is a natural place to pour out praise and adulation. One of our players is relentless in his encouragement and throughout the game picked out individual players with shouts of “great footwork”, “keep it up”, “excellent defending”. It might seem like just a little thing, but what is praise other than ascribing worth to someone or something, telling someone how good it is that they have done something worthy of celebration! Praising someone is picking up on a positive attribute and telling them 'that is great!'

We have a God that is worthy of far greater praise than a shout of encouragement to a teammate, Psalm 100 says;

Shout for joy to the Lord, all the earth.
Worship the Lord with gladness;
come before him with joyful songs.
Know that the Lord is God.
It is he who made us, and we are his.
— Psalm 100v1-3

The writer of this Psalm is encouraging us to join with the whole earth in shouting praise to God! The bible calls this worship.

I really like this live version of 'All Creatures of our God and King' by Kings Kaleidoscope:

It’s  God who made us, it’s God who made everything, so let’s take every opportunity we can to join with all the creatures of our God and King praising Him!

And just incase you were wondering, Christ Church Walkley won for the second year in a row, we’ll try not to boast about it.

Let all things their creator bless,
And worship him in humbleness,
O Praise Him!

An Eternal Ear Worm


Matt Wiltshire (a member of Christ Church Walkley's band), tells us about another new song we'll be singing this week and why it should be, and is, our eternal ear worm...

What’s this mornings ear worm? 

Do you ever wake up with a tune already in your head? Perhaps it’s a phrase of a song that’s slipped into your dreams? The BBC 6Music breakfast show has a regular feature about exactly this, you send in your morning’s ‘ear worm’ - the tune that’s wriggling around your ear drums - and they play out the best/worst suggestions on air.

In the book of Revelation, the apostle John writes about a song he woke up to in his head after a dream. In it he describes an experience of heaven and when the throne is revealed (Chapter 4) he describes creatures worshiping their creator like this;

Day and night they never cease to say,
“Holy, Holy, Holy, is the Lord God Almighty, who was and is and is to come!”
— Revelation 4:8

Day and night, never ceasing, that’s one long ear worm! 

Over the next few weeks we’ll be singing Rend Collective’s 'Hymn of the Ages':

The whole premise of the song is that we are joining in with the endless song that has been sung since the beginning of time and will be sung forevermore, as Rend Collective put it, ‘the song of angels, the hymn of ages, Holy is the Lord’

But it’s not just the angels’ song, it’s our song! We were made in the image of God to glorify God so we also sing:

The purpose in my days is to ever to proclaim, 
How great You are, how great must be Your song.

I'm bursting out with songs of praise!


Matt Wiltshire, a member of Christ Church Walkley and one of our musicians, writes about how Christian music helps us feed our minds - 

Towards the end of Paul’s letter to the Philippians he says this:

...brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.
— Philippians 4:8

When you wake up in the morning, what’s the first thing you think about? Checking your email or Facebook before you make it out of bed? Praying, listening to music or a podcast while you have breakfast? Reading the news, the bible, or the Christ Church Walkley blog on your way to work?

There are so many different sources of information and entertainment now that sometimes the choice is overwhelming, and it gets more difficult if you are, like Paul suggests, trying to discern which things are true and pure to feed your mind with. 

Christian music is something that Nicola (my wife) has always found encouraging as long as I’ve known her and a good way to set her mind on the things above for the day ahead. It’s taken me a bit longer to recognise the value of Christian music but recently I’ve been hugely encouraged by it, and from chatting to some of you at church, I know it’s the same for a lot of others as well. So as a music team, we want to share some of the Christian music we’ve been encouraged by on the Christ Church Walkley blog, including some of the brilliant recommendations you’ve given us!

To start with, CityAlight are an Australian band who write simple songs with faithful and encouraging Christian lyrics. We’ll be starting to sing some of their songs together as a church over the next few months. The first song we’ll learn is Saved My Soul.

You my God have saved my soul, 
I am Yours forevermore, 
I won’t be moved of this I’m sure, 
You’re my God and You’ve saved my soul.

It’s full of gospel truth and celebration, but my favourite line is towards the end of the song;

You brought me up out from the grave, 
I’m bursting out with songs of praise

Isn’t that an amazing line to sing, knowing God has given you life and you can’t keep it hidden as sooner or later that praise will ‘burst’ right out to God! How great to be able to sing that with other brothers and sisters who want to praise God too!

We’ll put a bit more on here in future blogposts about why we sing, and more recommendations for your listening. Hopefully you’ll be encouraged like we have been and Christian music will help you, as Paul suggests, to think about  ‘whatever’ is excellent or praiseworthy.